I've been really irritable and depressed this week. Guess that's why I haven't written anything. I've been bitchy to Boyfriend, and I don't even really know why. I've had a headache, and I've had trouble sleeping. I feel trapped inside of my body, and I just want to scream sometimes.
Friday, October 7, 2011
I spoke with the nutritionist from the transplant center yesterday. I was not impressed. She suggested that I get lap-band surgery in order to lose weight to get on the transplant list. I'm not sure how I feel about this. I'm not sure how I feel about doing all of the transplant list stuff right now. I don't think I'm emotionally ready for this. I'm feeling overwhelmed. I know I'm not ready for lap-band surgery and probably won't ever be. I'm a little disturbed by the nutritionist not talking to me about actual nutrition. She talked about exercise and surgery.